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♥ Friday, 18 December 2009 ♥

나의 기억 어딘가에 둥그마니 숨어있다
울컥 쏟아져 내려오는 너
기나긴 하루 한밤중 너도 나의 모습 떠오르는지

사랑이라 부르기에 우린 너무 멀어졌고
차마 잊기엔 아직은 너무 일러
오늘도 나 사랑과 이별사이를
눈물로 맴돌며 숨차게 너를 찾고 있어

바보야 어딨니 안 가면 안되니
너를 보낸 그곳에 아직도 난 서 있는데
머리에 가슴에 그 모습이 그리워서
또 한번 숨죽여 운다 널 사랑한 후에

오랜만에 문을 나서 바깥바람을 만지다
덜컥 다가선 외로움에 무너져
니 손에 끌려 다니던 정들은 거리
너 없는 슬픔에 찬걸음으로 집으로가

바보야 어딨니 안 가면 안되니
너를 보낸 그곳에 아직도 난 서있는데
머리에 가슴에 그 모습이 그리워서
또 한번 숨죽여 운다 널 사랑한 후에

널 불러보다가 뒤돌아보면 그 곳엔 널 닮은 추억만이
넌 아니 모르니 알면서 그러니

여태 잊지 못하고 아직 널 기다리는데
어떤 날 볼꺼니 내 심장이 멈출까봐
또 다시 그리워 운다 널 사랑한 후에

사랑한 후에 by 박효신

My memories that were hidden away somewhere
Suddenly pour forth thoughts of you
In the length of an entire day,
Would images of me ever come across your mind?

What we had was far from being called ‘love’
But to say that it was forgettable is impossible
Today I am again caught in between love and separation,
Spinning in tears, breathlessly searching for you

Fool, where are you? Can you not leave me?
I am still standing in the place where I let you go
In my mind and heart, I still yearn for you
I cry again until I lose breath
After loving you

It’s been such a long time since I’ve come outdoors to feel the blowing wind
I collapse into a sudden spell of loneliness,
As I walk on the familiar road you pulled me down by the hands
In the sadness of your absence, I count my steps as I head back home

Fool, where are you? Can you not leave me?
I am still standing in the place where I let you go
In my mind and heart, I still yearn for you
I cry again until I lose breath
After loving you

I try calling out for you, and turning around,
I see only memories of you

You know? Don’t you? If you know, why are you doing this?
Until now, I still haven’t forgotten you, I’m still waiting for you
Which day are you coming back on? I’m afraid my heart will stop beating
I cry again yearning for you
After loving you

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Oppa... I already miss you so much. Don't you know this?!
So, when are you gonna come? Please tell me on WHICH DAY?!
You Fool!!! Where are you now? Can't you just stay here with me?
If tomorrow comes, I’ll be able to see you, right?
Don't you ever think that you won't comeback,
because i won't stop waiting and yearning for you here.

Labels: day by day, lyrics, 내 마음의

♥ Last Written @ 09:54

♥ Sunday, 13 December 2009 ♥

hyaaaaa~~~ idung gw meler... bocor... banjiiiiir... tsunami *lebay modeON*
heran, setaon ini gw dah berapa kali kena flu ya?!
gw nya yg kurang jaga kesehatan atau flu nya aja yg naksir berat sm gw?! kkkkk

*sigh* ingus iniiii... menyiksaku... ~~maap ya rada jorok lol~~
obat gw dah abis, idung nya ttp aja meler T.T
what should i do???!!!

hey you!! flu, influenza, or whatever the name...
please... go go hurry!!! *syuuh syuuh*
it's sooooo annoying!!!!! >.<

fiuuuuh~~ i miss oppa who always told me to take the medicine when i get sick T.T
you're so fussy, oppa~~ kkkkkkkkkkk
Oppa get well soon, miss you badly.

Labels: day by day, 내 마음의

♥ Last Written @ 18:33

♥ ♥

GOD, so far i've done my best...
so please bless it *knelt*

i'm begging on You, never get tired begging on You
please give me a good news that i expected on this december until next april
please give me a chance to prove myself
please give me a chance to make my mom proud

i promise to be MUCH MORE BETTER person than now
so *again* please bless it

Labels: day by day, 내 마음의

♥ Last Written @ 17:22

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Ah..... I miss my blog >.<
it's been so long since my last post

for all my friends who has posted some messages on my tagboard,
sorry... dah lama ga nengokin blog, jd ga kebales >.<
neomu mianhae~~~

yay~ i really miss my blog~ ~~and i miss KCM oppa lol~~

udah ah, lg pengen nulis 'welcome back greeting' aja kkkkkkkkkkk
i'll be back... to post another entry :p *geje modeON*

Labels: day by day

♥ Last Written @ 17:04

♥ Wednesday, 15 July 2009 ♥

2NE1 - I Don't Care

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[Hangeul Lyric]

[CL]
hey playboy
its about time
and your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
sometimes you gotta act like you don’t care
that’s the only way you boys learn

[Minji]
니 옷깃에 묻은 립스틱은 나는 절대로 용서못해
매일 하루에 수십번 꺼져있는 핸드폰
변하지 않을것만 같아 oh oh

[Dara]
그저 친구라는 수많은 여자친구
날 똑같이 생각하지마 I won’t let it fly
이제 니맘대로해 난 미련을 버릴래
한때 정말 사랑했는데 oh

[CL]
가끔씩 술에 취해 전활걸어 지금은 새벽 다섯시반
넌 또 다른 여자의 이름을 불러 no

[Bom]
I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e

[Minji]
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]
다른 여자들의 다리를 훔쳐보는
니가 너무너무 한심해
매일 빼놓는 커플링 나 몰래 한 소개팅
더이상 못참을것같아 oh oh oh

[Dara]
넌 절대 아니라는 수많은 나의친구
넌 늑대란 친구들까지 타일렀지만
차라리 홀가분해 너에게 난 과분해
내 사랑이라 믿었는데 oh oh

[CL]
오늘도 바쁘다고 말하는 너 혹시나 전화해봤지만
역시 뒤에선 여자 웃음소리가 들려 oh no

[Bom]
I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]
난 너땜에 울며 지새던 밤을 기억해 boy
더 후회할 널 생각하니 맘이 쉬웠네 boy
날 놓치긴 아깝고 갖기엔 시시하잖니
있을때 잘하지 너 왜 이제와 매달리니

[CL]
속아준 거짓말만해도 수백번
오늘 이후로 난 남자 울리는 bad girl
이젠 눈물 한방울 없이 널 비웃어
사랑이란 게임 속 loser
무릎꿇고 잡을 수 있니
아님 눈 앞에서 당장 꺼져

[Bom]
I don’t care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

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[Translation]

[CL]
Hey playboy
It’s about time
And your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That’s the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
I can’t ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone’s always off
It doesn’t seem like you’re going to change oh oh

[Dara]
All those girlfriends you call “friends”
Don’t think of me in the same way as them, I won’t let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I’m going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it’s 5:30 am
Again you say another girl’s name no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minzy]
Stealing glances at other girl’s legs
You’re so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don’t think that I’ll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Dara]
My friends say that you’re not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl’s laugh oh no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minzy]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you
Loser who’s inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

Translations: GEE & jjangchoo @ ygladies

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Song for this week~
if only i could be like that =.=
really really don't care bout him, like i don't feel anything for him
not that easy~~~ i'm still trying >.<

but anyway, i like this part, "I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh"

Should i continue that?! hmmm, "but ... "

no need to~~~ kkkkkk

Labels: lyrics, 내 마음의

♥ Last Written @ 09:29

♥ Sunday, 5 July 2009 ♥

Asia Children Charity, 콘서트 7080 at Gedung Manggala Wanabakti On July 3, 2009.

I was there on that day, working hard while became a staff of that event

*without any pay* bnr2 beramal lol.

Geez, such a tiring day >___<,

fortunately got some kind like doping, ㅋㅋㅋ

Happy happy happy *seengganya ngurangin cape lah ya*

Yup, it's bcoz my team's supervisor, Mr. Danny <3

Lucky that i got that job, to helped the guests find their own seats, ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ.

Yeah, even it was a bit tiring, but wothed to know him, huhuhu.

It's him,

so close~~~ hampir nempel~~~ *blushing2*
Cool, isn't he?! handsome? for me yes, ㅋㅋㅋ

Mature!!! hehehehe

of course he's very kind to us n he speaks Bahasa very well *impressed*

Mirip Song SeungHoon? Kata gw sih dikit...

lbh mirip Kim SungSoo ^^

or maybe Daniel Henney *versi Korea asli* ㅋㅋㅋ

Ah~~~ Sonsaengnim... i'll be missin' u so much lah~~~ >___<

hope we can meet again someday, kpn2 maen ke hansamo~~~ *ngarep modeON*

eh ada 1 lg denk doping nya... yg ni chubby2 bkn gemes~~~

Kata yg laen sih mirip kangin, iy gtu?!

I don't think so, but he's totally so cute ^^ *manggut2*

I forget his name =.=;

He could speak Bahasa too, same like Mr. Danny *heran gw bljr dmn sih?! lol*

ekspresi nya cengo, ㅋㅋㅋ but his hand~~~ arrrrgggghhh *pengsan*

nyehehehe, pengorbanan bolak balik kantor BKC bwt briefing terbayar oleh 2org ini rofl

ga terlalu dongkol lah walau agak sdkt ditelantarkan

~~n no pay of course xP *t-shirt selembar aja suruh balikin* =.=;~~

Okay~~~ It's Hansamo Family

Guys... Manse!!!

Labels: day by day, 내 마음의

♥ Last Written @ 12:14

♥ Monday, 29 June 2009 ♥

Yesterday i learned bout numbers and the units in Korean.
Jyah~~~ I'm very poor in memorizing the numbers T.T
especially for native Korean >.<
difficult? of course i think, kkkkk *slapped by eonni*

Honestly I couldn't really concentrate yesterday. It was so noisy in my class >___<
Not bcoz of us but someone played the music too loud outside.

2 weeks after i'll have an exam.
10 chapters at once =.=;
Wish I'll can do all of my best, FIGHTING!!!!!

Labels: day by day, 내 마음의

♥ Last Written @ 10:41